"Magoo"
<Magoo44@charter.net>
I realized talking with one person what happens when you act
like a coward vs with courage.
If you have a difficult situation and you act like a coward, you
will shrink. Your world will decrease, and thus your happiness
goes down. You feel shitty about yourself as you know you have
not done your best, nor have you stuck to your guns, been true
to yourself, etc.
Some Scientologists within C of $ justify being a coward as
"I don't want to lose my friends"
"I don't want to lose my family"
"I don't want to screw up my job".
I understand all of the above, I really, REALLY do. I even agree with
some people, and think they too can be courageous IF they do
it the right way, as many lurkers are doing right now.
I'm talking about those who I can hear KNOW they are selling out,
doing things they don't feel good about, and they are losing big
time because of this. These folks are acting like cowards, falling
for OSA's terror routines, and feel horrible about themselves
because of it.
I doubt any relationship they think they are "saving"
is really saved, as they are SO down on themselves for selling
out. I am speaking to these people right now (only a few) and
they know who they are. Don't let this terrorist mafia take
your life. It's NOT worth it.
However, I will say this:
When one acts with courage, dispte ALL that one might lose
(or even WILL lose, such as myself) there is a force that moves
within you that is unbelievable. It is what poets write of
and many of us dream of. It is beyond words for me... but it is
A M A Z I N G to experience.
For me, it was life changing.
I thank all who have helped me make this transition. It is
tremendously difficult and I truly get why many don't want
to "come out."
However, for those lying to themselves and being the coward
they hate, I can only say this:
Do what YOU know to be true.
The rest will all fall into place.
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For more information, please see:
E-Mail: magoo44@charter.net
Cowards vs Courage: It Can Be Hard to Escape From Scientology
01 Dec 2003
Tory/Magoo ~dancing in the moonlight~
In Scientology for 30 years
Out for 3 years, 4 months happily
For thinking and speaking my mind, I am:
Declared SP (SP 6 ^with Cumulative Cluster)
Expelled from C of S (Woooo hoooo!) :)
A Free Speech Advocate!
Free at last!!!
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